| my life is flat |
[24 Nov 2009|02:13pm] |
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im getting worried that my life is just not enough for me, and im pretty sure its not just one part of it. my job is starting to get boring. my relationship hasn't changed at all in the last few years. i do the same things for fun all the time. i go to the same places. i order the same things. when people who i haven't seen in a year ask me whats new, i have absolutely nothing to share. i don't think this is a good thing. and i don't know if it can be fixed. i don't even know what i really want.
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| long day |
[04 Oct 2009|12:06am] |
i got the sweetest driving tan ever, seatbelt and all. i forget that there are green and beautiful parts of az.
thanks to my mega procrastination, tomorrow will be a strictly darkroom day.
in the last two weeks, i have managed to work five days. good for morale, bad for budgets.
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| i really want to go out tonight |
[10 Sep 2009|06:14pm] |
but im pretty fucking sick of dj crews and their laptops. im also tired of giant cameras floating around and the constant fear of ending up facebook tagged on some lame tucson party page. i could also live without the influx of lost sorority girls clogging the bar line and the lame small talk i make with the same people week after week as some kind of crazy social obligation.
when did just going out and having fun with some friends turn into such a huge production?
i hate to be the one to break the news, but this is tucson. i will not wait in line for your club. i will not pay lots of money to get into your club. only in vegas, baby. (which is where i will be in two weeks!)
p.s. i sure sound like a lot of fun to hang out with tonight.
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| i think its time for a car that works |
[08 Sep 2009|10:16pm] |
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now that i have officially survived the hottest part of the summer without AC, i feel like i can handle anything. if nothing else, some important lessons about hydration. i did some math and by my birthday next year i can put a hefty down payment on a car with ac, and maybe even the ability to go up hills at more than 30 mph. all i know so far is that researching cars really sucks. good thing i have a lot of time to think about it.
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| things are a changin' |
[24 Jul 2009|01:50pm] |
i feel different about a lot of things.
vague enough? i think im going through some kind of personal growth cycle. i usually solve any resistance to change by getting my hair done.
i don't think thats going to do it this time. i hate being an adult.
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